A reBorn soul in HELL

7 May, Friday

2010-05-07T23:19:00.003+08:00

Just arrived home not long from amk ;D met up with vjrl whee~ very long never laugh until so crazy ;x go gonna get itouch together with rs ;D she's gonna get it too~ wahahaha hope can go for movie altgt again soon ;D its been such a long time hahas just now hl asked us to gauge how long more we can continue to meet up and my answer was: until the day when we all become grandmothers ;D seriously, i thought about this before ;x meeting up once in a while to say all we want until we are old, its like so far yet so near ;x haha neemind~ jas birthday is coming soon ;D me gonna go sleep soon tomorrow got work );

6 May, Thursday

2010-05-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

Finally met up with jiejie ;D passed her the sweets and got a warm hug ;D feel so much better except for the headache im having now .___. freaking bad >: hope i dont need to mc tomorrow ); i hate headaches more than any kind of sickness RAHHHH

3 May, Monday

2010-05-03T21:59:00.004+08:00

Addicted to Sticky sweets currently~ tomorrow going to buy a jar and some for other friends ;D waiting for jiejie to collect her share ;x COUNTING DOWN TO MY NEXT PAY !!!! I WANT ITOUCH!!! the 16gb de ;3 friday finally meeting up again with vjrl ;D hope they wont have anything urgent cropping up ); jasmine birthday coming! then next month got andrea and nee san ;x going to have my tonic soup ;x ja ne ;D just a short update today (;

20 April. Tuesday

2010-04-20T21:49:00.002+08:00

had a sprain, woke up on monday with a stiff neck =.= i hate that more than anything else >: PEEPS: I NEVER MIA D; please ask me to relink if you have changed your url ); i'm just too busy with my attachment, from 1 admin jobs to relaxing to 1 admin + 1 cover up to 1 admin + 1 more job to now 3 jobs =.= yesterday never go work one day nia the invoices are piled up .___. and im not gonna care if they thought i skipped work on purpose anot -.- its my friend's fault for not remembering such an important thing = inform the company >.> i reached the company in shock ._. she didnt tell me she did not inform them until i reached to meet up with her before heading for the office zzzz so fucking sian ._. hardly have anytime to online... but i managed to spare some time out to go out with meow meow ;3 getting my pay soon~ "looking forward to it" *cross fingers* but i dont think they will be that nice to pay me 2 jobs amount? =.= why the fuck is mine so hard from other people? >.> its just the 6th week btw 9 more weeks to go ._.

10 March, Wednesday

2010-03-10T14:06:00.003+08:00

Will be going for interview at misa travel agency on monday =.= my sip location ._. getting new specs though ;D heehee and i found someone who will be going to the same sip location as me woohoo and im not as suay as geok to be attach so far wahaha ;x waiting for sa maintenance to be over ;3 dang long ;3 looking forward to my btt test on tuesday ;D hope i will pass in one try ;D gambatte ne ;D

4 March, Thursday

2010-03-04T11:47:00.002+08:00

Holidays started already .__. but there really isnt anything to be happy about -.- just saw the invite from my care group to the marina barrage for picnic and kite flying x.x dont know if i should go .__. just went to sentosa resort world the other day with my sisters and kuma + his brother hahas haven upload the pictures to facebook ;3 lazy ._. applied for the flyer distribution thing at the IT Show but havent got a reply sianz... waiting for another trip to the resort world ;3 cause i wanna go in to the uss ._. that time it wasnt open ;3 only the casino and i couldnt go in cause of that 11 months ;3 and admission was free can =.= only kuma went in D; bought 2 peppermint chocolates from hershey world ;D nice ;D lets see -.- what else happened ;3 my btt test! 16 march and i got suspected for plagiarism -.- dumbasses >: i dont want to repeat my modules again la dey >.> aih...

6 February, Saturday

2010-02-06T17:11:00.002+08:00

this morning just went to sign up for driving classes!!! Whee~~~ will be a private student though ;3 can save more time and $$ ;x wahaha ~ was supposed to go orchard with someone de then he fly me aeroplane ;3 cancelled last night then this morning another one messaged me which kind of relieved me and cancelled out another stress from me, was supposed to meet me at sengkang but cancelled too later in the morning ;3 but tomorrow will be going to bugis for breakfast cause kuma arrived in Singapore this morning ;3 wondered how he managed to pass with an expiring soon passport ;3 and i have to be at bugis at 8 ;3 RAH! baka kuma, pergi mati ;x teehee ;D but tomorrow afternoon will be going to tpy for cmsk project last round wahaha ;D then left encm and bsit ~.~ which is like . . . . . cause not very sure what to do ;3 and actually all these plans were initially set on thursday de -.- oh ya, jie in malacca now le ~.~ funny timing hahaha

29 January, Friday

2010-01-29T11:14:00.002+08:00

Now still waiting for my teammate to arrive -.- was suppose to meet at 10 de until now havent come x.x i was playing facebook de game and doing my powerpoint slides while waiting for him, chatting on msn too ;x i want to cut my hair -.- so . . . . . liao x.x this morning almost kena knocked down while crossing the road, saw the green man flashing then i wanted to chiong de but 2nd step jiu become red man liao then got car turning in lor x.x stopped right beside my leg nia ;x then the 72 dont know why today drive so fast, even caught up with the previous one -.- class starting at 2 de leh -.- 6pm latest will end class le.. our report not even finished yet and he's not familiar with the thing still late RAWR

28 January, Thursday

2010-01-28T21:01:00.002+08:00

Alot of things has happened for the past few days, lots of thoughts, emotions, and feelings are going through me but i dont know where to start so shall not waste time thinking how to say them. But i guess we really need to make up our minds and decide what we really want in life siol. Tomorrow handing in assignment 1 for bsit ;x which has been drag for a very long time ;x cher so nice can ;x today gt encm de presentation then kena bomb alot questions -.- so suay got evaluator come in then i kena -.- before that all of them in the class never kena dao 1 question lor ;3 not fair ;3 bsit de last assignment in xml x.x sure die saturday's vivi birthday ;D scared i wont be online on saturday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVI!!! :D 21 liao ;x i waiting for my turn ;x now editing the report for bsit assignment part 2 ;x then tomorrow after class just present jiu hao liao wahahaha ;x sunday Going to meet the cmsk group again for the brochure thing -.- sianz i first time do assignment do dao jiang jialat >.> and i really regret doing so many pages for encm de research essay lor hais .___.

21 January Thursday

2010-01-21T10:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night and this morning was mugging for the quiz but still fail by a point x.x tomorrow got submission for bsit which was supposed to be yesterday ;x monday cmsk got presentation and encm research essay submission x.x 1000 words at least D; update again ~ now still in class ;p

07 January, Thursday

2010-01-07T20:57:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year!!!!! Welcome 2010 though the start of this year of me within these few weeks aint really good .__. My brain's kind of lagging and at random now -.- cause all the work came again in a wave -.- stress ar!!!!

28 December Monday

2009-12-28T10:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was HL's birthday Happy Birthday ;D today was supposed to do the presentation slides for CMSK >.> kena flied aeroplane -.- i reach there nobody was there lor then i called one of them then apparently they were still sleeping >.> then they say dont meet up and do, they wan do it online then i asked them why nobody tell me then that guy say yesterday sms me ask me come online ma then i say i cannot then he never say anything else zzz

19 December, Saturday

2009-12-19T22:25:00.006+08:00

Going back Malaysia tomorrow morning sianz ;x no comp, no tv, no nothing ;x Congratulations to Wei Han and Andrea on passing their N levels ;D Happy birthday to Jesslynn in advance (24th December) its another advance wishes to you cause last year i was trying to save it to the drafts but sent you by accident ;x hee Going to pack my stuff later then hopefully can meet up with VJRL before the end of the month ;D having a bad day today keep kena scold >.> therefore my mood wasnt pretty good today dang easy agitated x.x hope next year or the next few days can see babies soon ;D Merry Christmas!!! peeps ;D

15 December, Tuesday

2009-12-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

wants to change my blogskin x.x but dont know find what theme better x.x got suggestions? ;D and my tagbox sucks -.- changing it soon too ;x doing the comm skills project on the 28th instead hope the guy doesnt change again -.- will be away in malaysia soon~ most probably until christmas ;D and and the guy from my group is acting weird -.- hope im the one who's thinking too much -.- linked mel already ;D just finished some things given by someone ;D Yanning's birthday was yesterday forgot say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EU!!! hee though its late by a day here ;x

13 December, Sunday

2009-12-13T22:07:00.002+08:00

Spent my birthday in camp ;x but got chocos ;D thank you yanning for the book, vjrl for the kekis ;D finally saw lajiao's bf ;x and her sister ;D doing slides for cmsk presentations on the 28th hl pre-reserved us on christmas, her birthday and jiaqing's chalet but dont think i will be going for all x.x christmas that day confirm cannot go out de lor >.> just met up with them last friday ;D walked around amk hub and then jas bought a belt, went for tze char for dinner ;D they ate vegetarian with me ;D

26 November, Thursday

2009-11-26T13:00:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to amk hub meet rs watch 2012 ;D finally caught a movie la ;x actually hl will also come de leh but but i forgot sms tell her we confirm le ); then she need do project x.x so only me and rs.. the show dang nice ;D gonna catch a few more ba maybe with a few peeps from cmsk class x.x i kena bugged x.x irritating siol ;x ANDREA CHNG give me the "wont-die" pledge please~~ ;x wei han so mean ;x dont want save me T.T currently doing my reports -.- monday need hand in 1 still got 2 more x.x i wanna play D; life is so hectic later gonna collect my 1 day pay from the kumon peeps then my birthday spending in camp T.T but its still the same de luh me not in camp also nobody celebrate for me ;x

4 November, Wednesday

2009-11-04T19:39:00.003+08:00

Just came back from school not long x.x tomorrow staying in school from 9 all the way to evening ba cause comm skills got some problem x.x school started for about a month le ba BEING A GUAI KIA IS SO HARD! D: oo ya i found a dead lizard a few days ago in the cupboard x.x stink to death i was wondering why it smells so bad x.x the lizard gt stucked under the door dont know who so accurate lawls ;x i took picture upload another time ;x if i remember ;x then then nothing much le x.x all school work T.T

28 September, Monday

2009-09-28T07:09:00.001+08:00

celebrated rs birthday last tuesday at her house ;D me met hl and jas at amk hub first to buy the cake and decorations before heading down to her house ;D her parents said she would be home by 715 or 730 normally but her brother said their parents and him would be home late at around 7 lols but luckily when we reach her house their parents were at home ;D (actually we forgot which floor she stayed in ;x so we called her house) then uncle and auntie were really nice and helped us check on rs and see when she's going to reach home which sort of blew our cover ;x but still they were really nice and treated us to dinner ;D the cake was nice too hahas ;D when we had our dinner and chatted till 10pm before heading home together. vivi, jas, hl and me walked home together lols vivi was the first to reach home since her house was the nearest to rs then jas and me went up to her house cause jas needed to washroom lols then hl's bf called and said he would walk her home so she left to meet him. when jas and me came down we saw them playing with the stray cats lols, jiaqing went to buy cuttlefish to feed it but it didnt want to eat that hahas then we chatted abit before parting off again ;D jas chatted about the guy but i was at a loss for words so didnt really chat much on that x.x then me reached home around 1130 ;x then yesterday afternoon went to the re-opening of my parents' friend's company cause they moved to a new location ;D after awhile we left and went to bishan library to borrow some books and then to amk hub cause dad needed to settle some bills then we headed home ;D

11 September Friday

2009-09-11T08:45:00.002+08:00

went to iluma for 3D ride with rs, jas and hl they wanted to watch horror movie and i was like dang scared la in the end went in jas who was suppose to be scared de not scared was me -.-" i only watched the first part where this ghost had a big snipe and walked around the whole room before coming in front of you and snipe a few times at you before really like sniping your whole head off x.x and there was one scene where there are lots of head hanging from the ceiling with no bodies they were tied to the ceiling by there hair then there will be one head swinging in front of you and gets faster and faster and faster and then the eyeballs will splat on your face ;x if you all want go for this ride its at the top floor of the mall after the whole level arcade there's an escalator up some more there are 2 more movies dino world and aqua world ;x its like arnd 5 mins for each show (; this was what happened last saturday ;x

Ja ne mina ;D

5th Septmeber, Saturday

2009-09-05T00:51:00.002+08:00

just now met rs. hl and jas for dinner ;D jas the latest dont know what time she came ;x then we ate and chatted until 11+- then go home ;x dad called at 10+ which i didnt realise it was my phone ;x and i didnt realise it was so late le x.x today afternoon going ilumna (i think is like that spell de ;x) for movie ;D actually just a short clip la around 15 minutes but the theatre is an enclosed room with 360 degrees screening its found at the top most floor of the shopping mall inside the arcade ;D there are 2 floors by the way ;D and the movie is screened in 3D ;D hope i can meet them tomorrow successfully cause im still not tired now -.- and dont know if dad will nag anot -.- next saturday also meeting up again hopefully cause vivi coming along too ;D

4 September, Friday

2009-09-04T07:20:00.000+08:00

D: 2 months since i last blogged x.x holidays started already~ today me going to meet hl, rs and jas for dinner at amk ;D last week they went to watch movie and asked me along but i couldn't meet them ;x last month dont know when meet up with jiejie for lunch then uh the last last time we meet up she say she going to quit smoking leh but last month we meet up she was trying another brand -.- and its more expensive than the usual marlboro lights -.-lll

29 July, Wednesday

2009-07-29T16:43:00.000+08:00

MIA for so long liaos ;x now abit more time to spare ;x today went to town to meet jie for lunch ;D passed her her birthday present ;D wish crystal from minitoons ;x she said she will try it hahas tomorrow can ask her how they look like liao ;D got new phone recently KU990R i love the camera function ;D and i can sms all i want le ;x suppose to meet that si gf also in the end she pangseh me again -.- F>PPL GO ION ;D though jie and my sister both said nothing much just apparel shops and eateries and guess what i found out today? It's NURSE DAY :D rofl jiejie said de hahas then her colleagues bought pastries which were all fattening and she refuses to eat them haha she's also going on diet -.-

11 July Saturday

2009-07-11T18:08:00.002+08:00

What are we suppose to do then you will be satisfied? what we want you dont know still say you know what we want. when we tell you what we want, what did you treat it as? CRAP, Bullshit. your own indecisiveness caused so much misery in everyone's life. dont think that youre the only one suffering. you dont know what our lives are, what we want are just so simple, you want us to change we changed, but in the end what happen? you just got even more greedy, demanding how do you want our life to be before you can stop all these? im sick and tired of all these, running away also no use, do i have to be numb about everything in my life before you can wake up from that world of yours? sianz... dont know how to describe things liao... bad headache

3 July, Friday

2009-07-03T11:43:00.002+08:00

在某些时刻，我也会突然想跟某个特定的人分享我的喜悦，我的伤心，但不管我怎么回头看，怎么左右张望，身边始终是空的。不是没有那个人，而是我不知道该让谁站在那个空位。该让什么样的人陪伴在我的身边分享我的心情，我一点主意都没有，因为那样的感觉总是一瞬间。过了那一瞬间，我就能靠我自己一个人接受或者该说是习惯了那些感受。所以我不懂该让什么人陪着，对我才是最好的。

30 June, Tuesday

2009-06-30T11:03:00.002+08:00

School started on monday, assignments are already piling up like today, first lesson nia BOOM! Assignment =.= my brain going haywire liaos... yesterday very short day nia... morning go school at 9 for class then 10 go down LT hand in pledge form but cannot go back to class cause got briefing for SIP then break time i quickly went up to class then the class ended liao left the teacher waiting there for me cause my bag inside ma :x so paiseh sia :x today lesson all the way until 6 tomorrow also... yesterday dont have napfa :D it was postponed to friday cause of Asian Youth Games -.-

Harsh realities.

23 June, Tuesday

2009-06-23T12:04:00.001+08:00

Woots~ i love this blogskin :x school started yesterday liaos...sianz...next week got napfa test then thursday got presentation, friday got CMSK2 workshop at 8:45!!!!!! D: wad time do i have to wake up?=.=

8 June, Monday

2009-06-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

Today got ECSD Demo again which is like the 3rd time?then next next week which is when school starts again got presentation then the next day got CMSK2 workshop at 845 am!!!! imagine what time i have to wake up seh...@.@ tomorrow meeting jiejie and didi for lunch in town (: today also got SWEN Lab test + quiz + presentation x.x all in one day but the good thing is when school starts there's no SWEN lessons x)

3 June, Wednesday

2009-06-03T18:11:00.003+08:00

Today went for school to do demo for ecsd, the teacher dang ley chey =.=ll tomorrow still have to show him again cause the demo cannot run properly then he want me to add new stuff zzzz tomorrow morning meet the rest of them to discuss how to present then wait for the swen interview in the afternoon then is ja ne~ x)

29 May, Friday

2009-05-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday met jie and uncle at plaza singapura...we agreed to meet at 6pm de la but i reached there early so message jie and uncle then jie need go hand in assignment but she remember the wrong deadline so reach there the general office was closed then the staff all in meeting so she waited there for one hour plus to hand in her assignment lo hahas then uncle was still at home then we made him rushed down =x he reached earlier than jie about 5+ then we wait awhile jiu go buy tickets first then had dinner while waiting for jiejie but she still havent ok ma so we went to play arcade after that...jiejie reach about 7+ LOL=x then we went in for the movie liaos...uncle want jio jiejie to drink de lor dont want bring me go =x then after the movies he went to meet his friends instead pangseh me and jie=x then me and jie walked to the bus stops and bus-ed home =D the terminator salvation not very nice luh...action packed but not very interesting i saw the ending i went =.= still got continue ar? x.x its like the war is never ending lor...zzz...jiejie birthday coming lo...less than one month lol...thens today met one da jie jie at library she asked me help her do license LOL! then she at there playing maple lols then then we exchange number so that she can contact me when she need help for her license =.=ll her maple like quite pro lor...the hits are like 3000+++ de she even tell me if got go down the library can message her or what she can come down LOL! funny la dey...and today i want buy ice cream eat from the auntie outside the library de lor but when i went to buy the auntie go liaos...then i thought i can find the uncle on the way always there de...suay suay today he not there selling =.=lll in the end i just buy bubbletea drink xD very long never drink liaos hahas=x

26 May, Tuesday

2009-05-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

GAH...what the hell is wrong sia? tomorrow need show teacher the progress of my ECSD assignment =.=ll even after having stopped listening to simple plan songs, i still think that their lyrics fits my live perfectly, isit because my life havent changed since then or what? or isit my thinking? i really need a good lesson about life sia...Go chat with kuma..he can probably provide me with all the answers i need =x (: hopefully

24 May, Sunday

2009-05-24T16:03:00.002+08:00

Now at cck de cc de mac LOL=x thats what i said to bear too=x then he was like Huh?Cyber cafe? de mac? then i was like LOL =x anyways now with jie here STUDYING! Though she's the only one doing that =x she's got her assignment to do=x last minute chiong chiong chiong~ wonder when kenzo going to do the investigation =x tomorrow lesson Going to be so sian~ have to act act in front of teacher again =.=ll dont know if they will go to class ma if they arent present = me being even more sian!! Interesting stuff~~ lalala~ need to buy acash soon=x having wedding SOON! but dont know timing can match anot =x heh~~ im getting high over nothing~ =.=lll lame si...

22 May, Friday

2009-05-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

Just reached home not long ago...this afternoon went out with sotong who pangseh-ed me >.> then jie came to find me after she knocked off(: "forced" me to a movie though =x hahas then we went up to PS to see the timings but then we wanted to watch ramen girl and it wasnt showed there then jie suggested going down to the cathay nearby and it was still the same =.=lll so we decided to watch night at the musuem 2 then the cathay one only left seats in the front which was like zzz one...then we went down to cck to watch the 730pm one=x the movie finished about 9+ then i took the mrt home...talked about alot of stuffs luh...thanks to jie xD heng she came down to find me or else i will left alone to go home LOL=x and the movie really nice...its like the whole theatre audience were laughing all together really nice lo (:

PS: Jie thanks uh<3

PS: I'm trying to gain your trust and understanding uh...hope i'm doing things the right way the way you want it...cause i really want to do something right and get the life that i want...

20 May, Thursday

2009-05-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

This post is for tomorrow one lol=x just finished the presentation slides for tomorrow...then is the "big day" after that maybe can slack abit more ba...might be going out with sotong on friday then maybe go find her "blow wind"...was thinking about this question which came to me suddenly....How many parts of us can be taken away until what's left is just an empty shell? was really surprised today to know why gf broke with terence =.= 9 months siol...i want also dont have =x at least she found someone better ba(: eh gf...dont be affected by what your sisters say uh...i'm sure its the right thing i dont think you will be affected that easily la=x meanwhile just take care uh...can always call or message me one=x =D and then her...hope she wont get the other party to be confused also because her thoughts are contradicting =.=lll scary yo...but i'm sure he's not the right one =.=lll went back to play audi today(: bought a new shirt and the standard diary hahas...but the diary uh...limit the number of words again =.=ll and its so little la...barely enough to write something proper =x wonder why they dont want let the array be bigger...=x aih....better go sleep early...have to iron the clothes tomorrow morning =x

20 May, Wednesday

2009-05-20T06:30:00.003+08:00

Ne...so many things i want to know, so many things i want to learn about..does anybody know?anybody gonna teach me?really dont understand how things work...dont know how this world work...dont know what we really live for...things that are thought to be are not...things not thought to be are...sian....think until head break also no answer...almost lost my sleep last night...guess somethings are just not worth the effort to do so much ba...its just another cycle...

19 May, Tuesday

2009-05-19T21:44:00.003+08:00

This morning got my laptop fixed which is like finally la =x then went for the "interview" the lecturer asked 4 or 5 questions nia la =.=lll tomorrow staying back in school to do the presentation slides for thursday then is presentation again >.> hate that...one of the group mate actually thought i was angry lo =.=lll i guessed i looked too serious le ba =x

18 May, Monday

2009-05-18T11:53:00.002+08:00

YEA~~~tomorrow no ECSD can stay at home=.= but there's nothing good about that luh...i will just be rotting at home anyways unless someone is willing to accompany me in the morning =.=ll but i dont think anyone is free enough to do that...this morning just sent alot of smses out BUT nobody reply me sia >.> sad leh...=.= this morning mummy still saved me luh xD later gt SWEN written test >.> never study xD cause i dont know how =.=ll tomorrow got SWEN interview alone!! with the lecturer >.> so scary can...then i need do presentation slides tonight and finish it by wednesday or maybe thursday morning latest x.x but i dont think i need that long unless i'm playing or not at home=x go home must remember to reply the email to fujitsu my serial number so that they can help me but they took so long to reply luh..probably because its over the weekends they never work ba... ._.

i'm screaming inside but nothing comes out...can anyone hear or see?

16 May, Saturday

2009-05-16T10:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night tio nag by him again >.> already did my best le luh...but he still nag >.> never mind =.= then he still want punish me by not giving me allowance when my allowance is already very pathetic liao RAWR! then only manage to send tang jie my listings for SIP last night around 12+ cause i forgot if its me who gave the wrong address or dad hear wrongly =.= But i didnt want to find her for help in the first place one...he insisted himself >.> people already so busy with their work then he still want ask her to help when i already decided which companies to apply for >.> dont know if she read the email last night anot cause it was finally successfully sent out =.=lll later going to write an email to fujitsu then ask them to help me fix my laptop ASAP cant survive without it you know =.=

14 May, Thursday

2009-05-14T18:05:00.004+08:00

monday got temperature taking again =.=ll got a whole day packed = 2 times >.> troublesome...then need submit the form for the SIP attachment and then study for SWEN written test and finish up the assignment 1 SRS report...tomorrow need start wrapping things up abit...maybe go enrol the driving lessons tomorrow then can plan how i am going to finish it ASAP before the attachment starts if possible =x dont know if can meet rong shan they all tomorrow for dinner cause of the stupid timings =.= if meet up only me, rong shan, hui ling and probably rosalind...x.x my laptop "......................................" =.= think that should be all ba...faster go do SWEN report le...ja ne~

13 May, Wednesday

2009-05-13T09:11:00.003+08:00

Not going to meet jie after school liao cause she need to meet her sister to discuss something x.x so i guess i will be going home after returning the book then watch nabari then wait for the engineer to come >.> need choose the company that i want go to for attachment =.=lll maybe will choose the national heritage board one looks interesting xD but still another 2 more just in case and this attachment really looks like a bad timing lor...i going to go for classes one leh @.@ now need see how le...=.= and yesterday was grandaunt's anniversary dont know if my parents really got go anot =.=lll cause they were home early...

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the engineer not coming liao >.> they say dont have motherboard cannot help me yet...cheebai >.> I NEED MY LAPTOP LUH!!!!

12 May, Tuesday

2009-05-12T17:16:00.004+08:00

tomorrow going to have lunch with jie after school xD then make my way to the library to return my book..its due tomorrow =.= yesterday mei feng ah yi came to lend us the "Bolt" dvd lols...and the engineer is coming down again tomorrow to fix my laptop =.=lll shimata...now then remember need do finish lab 8 for ECSD ._.

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Didnt do my lab 8 =x lazy~ and im sleepy already @.@ my restaurant finally 20 le la but next level need wait until 10200 *faints* Embedded the opening song of Kuroshitsuji(Black Butler) Monochrome no Kiss (: finally decide to put this hahas...here are the lyrics xD

Romanji
Deai ni iro wa nakute
Monokuru fukinukeru
Itami goto kimi yudanemashou

Kizu ato tsuyoku nazoru
Yousha nai aki ga kite
Suzushii yubi temaneku mama ni

Toketa ato no yukkai na
Koori mitai na watashi wo
Yasashiku sukutte
Uwaku chibiru de asobu

Sore demo hitotsu no ai no katachi wo sagasu
Tooku yori mo ima wo musunda kareta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Futari de himeta awai hada tsuki mo kakureteru

Are kara ikura ka
Yoru suki ni mo narimashita
Ison no umi iki mo wasurete

Muchuu no sono temae de
Nama nurusa dake wo nokoshite
Hiki kiwa no bigaku tokuige na kisu kirau

Hitori ni shinai de mou sasshite ayamete
Dono kotoba mo kimi no heya de wa surinukete iku no
Midarete nemutte sore ijyou wo oshiete?
Egao no toi ni mayou toiki tsuki dake ga miteru

Tsugi no nagai hari ga
Tenjyou ni todoku koro ni wa
Kimi wa mou inai
Watashi wa mou iranai

Sore de mo tashika ni ai no katachi wo sagashita
Tooku yori mo ima wo musunda nureta hitomi wa
Dekireba kono mama tsutsumarete owaritai
Sono negai wa yoru wa munashiku
Asa wo tsurete kuru

Yasashikute atsukute hikyou na kissu de

Ayatte yo saigo no yoru tsuki ga terashiteru

English Translation
The monochrome blows through our colorless encounter.
I shall entrust each of my pains to you

The unforgiving autumn, which forcefully traces my scars, comes
While your cool fingers still beckon me

After I'd melted, you tenderly save
The troublesome, icy me and and toy around with me with a kiss

Nevertheless, I search for a single form of love
Your dried eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Together, we concealed our pale selves; the moon is hiding, too

How many nights did I come to love since then?
In the sea of dependence, I forget to even breathe

Even with your captivation, you only leave behind a tepid warmth
In the art of knowing when to quit, I dislike your conceited kisses

Don't leave me alone, perceive and color me already
What words will slip out of your room?
Being confused, falling asleep- Will you tell me about things beyond those?
Only the moon is looking at the sighs lost in the questions of smiles

When the next long needle points to the ceiling
You won't be around anymore; I won't need you anymore

Nevertheless, I definitely searched for a form of love
Your teary eyes tied it to the present from a time far beyond
If I can, I want to end while shrouded this like
Your wish and the night bring morning along in vain

Paint it with a tender, passionate, yet cowardly kiss

The moon illuminates our final night

11 May, Monday

2009-05-11T09:59:00.002+08:00

Overslept today....dad sent me to school =.= with constant nagging the moment he woke up...saw me sitting there having my breakfast slowly =.=lll from that time on...he nagged non-stop all the way until i reach school ._. sianz....having classes back again =.= wonder what jie and baga agreed on until so serious wont even tell me...kept pestering jie to tell me=x she just said if she tell me le i have to do it how? got so serious ma? =.=lll now waiting for her reply @.@ later the SWEN dont know how sia...lols...secondary school and primary school kids so good got holiday =.= my restaurant city dang slow leh...until now haven level yet =.=lll

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my laptop died on me now =.= no matter how many times i boot up also no use >.> fucking irritated ._. hate school sia!!!! RAWR~ meeting di on friday for lunch at northpoint (: have to find a day out for sotong =.= and suddenly thought of gf sia...@.@ dont know why...but it kind of linked my mind to her again =.=lll sianz...boring life~ but daijiobu~ i going to go for the driving lessons ASAP! But not sure if i should attend classes at ang mo kio or ubi leh...anybody can help? ._.lll oh ya...i also changed my ezlink again xD the texture dang weird...and its thinner than the old one...actually want change it on wednesday or what but met rong shan at ITAS then went together lo...then after that during class a group mate of mine passed me a book to help see if its useful or not then i flipped to a page got the checkout receipt of rong shan sia...LOLLOLLOL...i stunned there then the groupmate asked me what happen then i say thats my friend's name lols....

10 May, Sunday

2009-05-10T17:04:00.004+08:00

Back to school tomorrow =.= sianz...lesson probably till 5 or 6 pm cause got project specification release part 2 of the first assignment =.= need to return the book i borrowed soon but dont know if i still need to use it anot...tomorrow see how ba...will jie be back tomorrow? i'm so bored during breaks though its only one hour but its hard to pass the time when you have nothing to do you know? ._. i'm going to take my driving lessons soon liao ^^ finally~ hope i can manage it ba =x (:
Removed my music list liao >.> some of the songs really dont want to hear anymore...not ever again...unless miracles do happen >.>

9 May, Saturday

2009-05-09T16:22:00.002+08:00

Didnt manage to meet jesslynn yesterday cause she had to OT lols...so i guess it will be another day then...laptop's back but still got problems =.= the engineer came yesterday night also...change my motherboard again but it aint helping ._.lll dont think i will be installing any games to my laptop le takes up too much space =x and i now realise my songs on my blog is one piece one piece one...=.= need find time go upload somewhere and set it as background music...will most probably be putting "I will be" by Leona Lewis ba...unless i find a nicer song that i like other than this =x school is so sian...though i think a month more i will be saying sayonara to all the subjects im taking this term(: BUT there's still a long way to go still...memories are back again lo =.= and i found a picture which my sister took ba...a SUPER CLOSE CLOSE UP ON MY FACE =.= think i will upload it on facebook ba after all andrea and wei han keep asking me to upload one which i can hardly find xD (got one more dont know who also got ask me upload my picture up x.x) alot of things in my head but its all over the place cant sort it out =.= hack care luh...@.@

5 May, Thursday

2009-05-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

Jie's in kuantan already i think...though i thought it should be friday that she's going in x.x tomorrow dont know if jesslynn is free anot...cause its the first 2 weeks of the month, she has to close the accounts...but she say will message me tomorrow morning...today went down to the service centre again =.= before coming home...and i'm out of V.I le =.= i cant sign in to messenger with windows live >.> keep giving error no matter how i restart my laptop or wireless its still the same...and i followed the help by google also no use =.= need to install back alot of programs again...and school network configuration also need to re-configure...so tired...no matter how long i sleep it just doesnt seem to be enough @.@ sianzation ._. tomorrow the engineer is coming down my house to help me with my laptop cause it seems that a small jerk can cause the RAM to move out of its place...and i need to wait quite sometime before the OS starts =.= wonder if they can help to fix my messenger problem =x my sister keep saying things that are related to her >.> and laughing about it...let's see next time when the same things happen to you i joke around like that you will laugh anot >:

5 May, Tuesday

2009-05-05T09:48:00.005+08:00

was thinking just now about all the stuff that happened after i started playing audi..really alot eh..its only about 3 years yet it seems like it happened a very very very long time ago, many many things have happened..some dont seem to be real at all hahas but it really did happen...learnt alot alot alot of things from there and met some really nice people also xD like jie, alan di, andrea and weihan, jesslynn, her , uncle, kuma, wu gui, rene jie, kai jie di etc etc..was thinking if i didnt start playing audi..what will my life be like now?what i be doing? oh ya...forgot a very very important group of people VJRL they were the ones who saved the me at my lowest time ^^ but the me now is not the me that they know anymore le ba?the me before i met them, the me when i was with them, and the me now...im also not very sure about myself anymore..hahas..just suddenly thought of blogging about all these in case they cram all around my head hahas...just an edition xD

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my parents helped me to check when my laptop going to come home yesterday and they said they are now repairing it and they even replaced my hard disk =.= hope im not losing the data inside if not its going to be hard to retrieve the installations of microsoft office, visual basic etc etc...i lost all the setup during the first crash >.> so i dont know how long more i have to wait to get my laptop back x.x i want my songs and the pictures!!! i dont want lose them again leh T_T and its really hard for me to sleep ever since school starts...even though i have successfully kicked the habit of waking up several times in the middle of the night...i still cant sleep as long as i want to even though im really tired like last time...my eyes hurt every morning when i wake up and i know i seriously want to sleep somemore @.@

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dad told me the service centre called to confirm that i can collect my laptop tomorrow liao xD which means i need to go all the way up bukit merah from tampines @.@ was with di just now at northpoint(: thought the trip down will take abit of time but it only took like 30 mins to reach there xD

4 May, Monday

2009-05-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

met jie up for lunch (: tabao for her then went up to the clinic cause she cant leave the clinic yet..then chatted awhile and left cause got patient going up...listening to the song in my blog cause its opened in the other tab...its "只欠一句我爱你"by唐禹哲 =.= sad narh...transferred bus at her place again cause its the only way i can get home...walking around in the same place which were once so familiar to me....that kind of feeling is so hard to describe =\ well...just wish me all the best ba....and that baga...better dont let me find out you watch all those stuff is for that purpose and dont let me catch you meeting him when he is in singapore RAWR wont let you get away de..REMEMBER!! maybe i should remove that song "Nobody" from my song list....kind of hate that song now >.>

3 May, Sunday

2009-05-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

Now doing the presentation slides and the project plan....start at 9+ but until now havent finish cause of a few "internal factors" =.=lll feel like skipping the presentation tomorrow...but i will be screwed up on tuesday when SWEN lesson is back =.= i dont like the feeling of speaking in front of a big crowd though this time is only the lecturer and our group members but its still scary...probably because they arent close to me...=.= and the lecturer is scary enough liao...based on what happened during the interview on thursday and the friends who have attended his lesson...its bad.... T__T i dont want to go school 55555~~ aih...>.>

2nd May, Saturday

2009-05-02T02:00:00.003+08:00

Cant sleep x.x having a bad headache ever since yesterday afternoon...came back online to pass time...planned to do the project plan yesterday de but in the end i passed it cause i was lazy hahas...still got presentation slide also...i hate headaches @.@ so disturbing...hope it gets better in the morning if not i dont think i can concentrate on doing the stuffs i need to do >.> dont know why my sister have to mention her again....it cant be because she doesnt know im still trying to get over her right?or does she thought that i gotten over already? =.= even if she does have problems with that guy now...is not my problem anymore...even if i wanted to interfere...why should i? do i have that right? besides...i dont want to think about her anymore...i just want to get on with my life...just like what she's doing now...please...dont ever mention her again...onegaishimasu...i wanna get over!! Freaking headache..go away please..x.x itai...

30th April, Thursday

2009-04-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today the 'interview' totally sucky...i go read the whole chapter, made notes and wrote it down when i reach school, guess what happened siol...the teacher see the book i borrowed liao..only asked me 1 question...lectuerer: "What are milestones? Give me some examples of them." then i was like "......" just this question? >.> Jie supposed to come tonight for stayover but in the end didnt cause of some reasons...so i cant watch VAMPS DVD T____T and i thought i could help her with the mixer thing also...but daijiobu...still got tomorrow and saturday..i hope=x next friday!!! going to meet jess then then i can buy something i wanted to for a very very very very long time!!!! its not on the wishlist though =x TOO BAD NARH!!!!! tomorrow cant go with wei han they all go cycle T____T i promised them i wont anyhow run liao T____T and seeing the way wei han study...really scary... x.x monday still got presentation ar!!!!!!! traumatising x.xhave to do the presentation slides and finish up the project plan over the next few days...and compilation of my work so that i can share with the others and and need to go study up on process models and risk management and and team structures x.x BUSY BUSY BUSY

29 April, Wednesday

2009-04-29T10:21:00.003+08:00

Now loading Katekyo Hitman Reborn andrea introduced =D the tutor dang cute and funny sia...i want his pet =x so cool...hahas and the show dang funny...i have to control myself from laughing out loud in class siol...lol....after class going to meet didi liao...he yesterday so jing zhang LOL=x next friday going up to find jesslynn for dinner liao...but havent confirm place and time =D next week then confirm with her...this morning messaged mei feng ah yi asked her where i could get the microsoft project that i needed for SWEN (Software Engineering) cause i googled and only found free trials or buy online...then she say challenger should have the standalone one that i could buy at student price x.x i think century square or where should have challenger ba? last time the one that i know in tampines tear down become the tampines 1 now x.x tonight go home have to do the presentation slides and study the book that i borrowed from the library for SWEN CAUSE TOMORROW GOT INTERVIEW D: so nerve wrecking x.x i hate this kind of thing although there's only the lecturer and my group x.x but its enough to kill me x.x ok dont blog le go watch katekyoushi~

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reached home around 8:45 watched 17 again with didi(: then came home lols...i actually forgot i know didi from jie de hahas=x then jie and didi told me i shocked dao lor!!!! hahas....dont know why didi so jin zhang leh lols...made me nervous too x.x lols...but still ok le...didi still very cute(: (can go tell johnathan they all after you see this post hahas=x) when i saw the scene of zac telling his wife what his conclusion of what happen was really gan dong dao~ almost cried also...and didi very sweet lor..passed me his jacket scared i cold hahas...=D thank you uh didi^^ and and and he almost treated me to movie x.x sorry uh didi i have to insist that i pay for the popcorns cause i dont know why i dont like the feeling of being treated by someone younger than me x.x (that time weihan and andrea also lols=x) next time meet out again with jie ok didi?(:

28 April, Tuesday

2009-04-28T10:24:00.003+08:00

Caught a cold this morning..seh tiao sia...yesterday de swen online meeting wasnt very successful =.=lll only me and fiz online at 8+ then diyana came online after some time then liza....but only managed to get three broad tasks out ._. cause when i online and pm fiz he say "honestly right...i still thinking about which model to use" then i was like what the fuck? then me and azry work how? today was suppose to show teacher the broad tasks then we came up and i was suppose to do the planning in class!!!! then now that ecsd also cmi liao...totally dont understand what he talking about...no codes to let us copy if we dont know somemore...and today then i know is that famous lecturer who throw his students to swim on their own (write the codes ourselves ==) mati mati mati...this thursday got interview with the teacher somemore...the sian-est thing of the week...cause only need to go for the class when its out turn which means i have extra time in between RAWR..1 hour already so hard to pass thursday even worse liao lo...>.> dont know how i going to die for swen later =.= yesterday also finally see jesslynn online lols...she's just back from malaysia...saw her bf also...lols...so worried she will become the me last time =x ><" aih...cant help it de la...

27 April, Monday

2009-04-27T10:49:00.004+08:00

RAWR!!!!! I CANT PLAY MY RESTAURANT CITY!!!! I want level today de leh..that emo also caught up with me liao >.> dont know why cannot login T___T i see some of the people in the class also in there leh!!!! And this lab really dang sian...dont know how to make composite keys with the program la...then the teacher just tell me what is wrong, tell me must make composite keys BUT NEVER SHOW ME HOW!!! ._.lll wednesday meeting di at causeway point instead cause its nearer(: and i think i know why i cant login le...cause the network is laggy will keep dc-ing and page loads so slowly..=.= even now i blog halfway gt red line below say cannot connect to blogger =.= now can liao lols! but my restaurant x.x and this morning i was almost late lo and had to squeeze a packed bus >.> cause my brother never wake me up again=x too sleepy le lo...and somebody never reply my message ever since yesterday >.> this morning also call and message that somebody liao...but still nothing came back...dont tell me really in hospital liao lo...>.> fark siol...dont even know when that title was put up >.> RAWR....

25 April, Saturday

2009-04-25T15:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday met up with jie again in the afternoon at dhoby ghaut then crossed the road to park mall cause she need to run some errands then we went to tampines 1 to shop...its still so packed despite it being opened for so long x.x but nothing much actually....jie said the uni qlo in japan dont sell their clothes this way..its supposed to be in cans...then after that walked around tm and century square also....and it was still early when we finished...jie also said her birthday celebration will not be at the chalet liao...cause its all booked x.x next few weeks going to be so hectic...got assignments and all those stuff liao =.=ll after jie come back from malaysia will find another day to watch vamps dvd and next week most probably friday go up jp find jesslynn(: cause she also in malaysia now...and and the people just came to set up the mio thing in my house(:

24 April, Friday

2009-04-24T09:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7plus today...switched on the computer and checked some mail and stuff before settling down to do my assignment so that i can email to the lecturer later..didnt do some of the questions though =x dont know why ever since school started..i wake up every morning with my eyes feeling heavy x.x even though i sleep pretty early every day x.x finally finished all my stuff and here i am blogging(: got pretty fed up just now with the songs =.= wanted to put somemore songs into the phone card AND IT KEPT GAVING ME ERRORS ._. finally put in after numerous tries but still got one more cant fit in..not enough space T.T later going to meet jie for lunch(: and probably meeting jesslynn next week too...havent confirm yet cause she's probably on the way to genting now..so many assignments~ D: and its freaking boring now..nothing to do sia...yesterday that kuma chose a very nice timing to ask me help him with that sugar and flour thing on facebook =.=lll i made the account already and stuff then need logoff le....>.> my sister also got addicted to that =.=lll need to update the song list for VAMPS blog with their new song though i did the PV already...their new song pretty nice...I gotta kick start now and trouble...the song trouble was for an advertisement...

23 April, Thursday

2009-04-23T11:18:00.003+08:00

Sleepy~~~ everyday wake up so early..next term also the same..timetable change liao..next term every friday have to go back school for cmsk2 ONLY!! D: but at least monday and wednesday only morning classes(: yesterday went to the national library with jie after she knock off(: then we dont know where the central lending place is and i forgot so we went up the escalator all the way until the seventh floor then never see anything so we asked the security guard then she said its at B1 =.= we took the lift down and went to find our books..but jie never borrow anything leh..still hesitating about what to write and she only found one relevant book =.=lll me also...i need to borrow project management for software engineering then i saw some girls from the other class also there to borrow books..then we went back home after that..i keep going in the wrong directions sia..i alighted at the right bus stop but i forgot where the place was so i just walk straight down after that then i got lost =.= walked too far then jie was at bugis mrt station =.= so i thought of walking back there BUT on my way back i saw a very familiar building so i walked in then there was a signboard with directions to the national library sia!! then i walk there to return the books...so heavy x.x then i called jie and told her i found the place liao hahas then i asked her to walk to bugis junction but we met each other inside anyways cause i went in to bring her there=x she also dont know where ma..hahas then on the way back...switched alot of buses cause i took the "wrong" bus(i think cause i thought that bus got go the place i wanted =.=) hahas got lost at the place around her area in fact x.x then finally reach home at 8+ me and jie went on our own way at 6+ 7pm by the way =.=

21 April, Tuesday

2009-04-21T10:23:00.003+08:00

so bored...and i'm stuck in the lab =.= confusing confusing confusing ._. yesterday called jie after school..chatted for an hour plus LOL =x meeting her on thursday ba..cause her university classes started last week..every tuesday and thursday but the lessons always end at 9 leh >.> hard to do anything much if we meet up at that time =.= meeting didi next next week for movie~ dont worry didi i wont forget de ^^ then have to find time for jesslynn also=x yesterday the service centre call le lo..say my laptop de motherboard abit faulty plus the heater spoil =.= have to wait for about 2 weeks to get the stuffs from japan..then can fix my laptop x.x and need another extra $250 =.=lll i need my own laptop badly sia...T__T need add somemore subjects later..have to find the course coordinator =.= so sleepy luh~~ need go back to figure out the lab liao...
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Lab is done liao..finally...=.= yesterday the cp call also got say they will be sending me for sip (attachment) next semester together with the rest then after i come back in january will have mp (major project) together with whatever subjects that cannot be fitted in next term and the last elective ._.lll sian leh~ if can only fit in ECSA next term i might need to extend another half a year cause it will be too hectic to do mp with subjects and electives lo =.= so if want graduate on time have to manage them with mp x.x sia la...now learning the asp.net easy to do the layout but the conversion here and there *faint*aih...pray hard yo...

20 April, Monday

2009-04-20T10:30:00.003+08:00

First day of school~ the new labs they renovated so cool can!!!! New floorings, wall colour, tables with unique shapes that can tessalate =D ,"whiteboard" (cause it looks like glass =D) and chairs!!! The switches also dang cool! its beneath the tables and there's no CPUs' in the labs. You know why?? =D CAUSE WE ARE USING LAPTOPS!!!! but the bad thing of these new labs is...you cant see the room number and you cant enter unless there's someone inside who is none other than the teacher ): or if you in class will include your classmates..today i came early then thought can go in but got stuck outside..cause only teachers and adminstrators can tap their card to go in RAWR >: and my timetable... (.......) everyday lesson start at 9am with the same subjects for this term but luckily its only 8 weeks =x 3 weeks for project then is byebye to the subject=D each lesson for this semesters last for 4 HOURS!!! can die siol....but now is the 20minutes break given by teacher so ya...not bad luh BUT i HAVENT eat my breakfast x.x so hungry~ hope it doesnt growl later arbo other people confirm know ><" =x next next week going to meet alan didi liao (: at amk hub for movie cause he want watch 17 Again..i also havent watch so pei him lo plus i havent meet him before ^^ dont know when jie's classes are starting..maybe will call her sometime soon CAUSE I WANT WATCH VAMPS CONCERT ON DVD ^^

you know how hard im trying to get out of that hole and refrain myself from contacting you? Anything that is connected to you or able to let me think of you, im trying so hard to avoid.at least the past weeks im able to do so but its so dang hard you know?the never ending thoughts...................

15 April, Wednesday

2009-04-15T10:27:00.003+08:00

AAA~~~~stupid lor...cannot play steps..i install, register and did all the things already but still cannot play!!!!! make me happy for nothing T__T shit man...see her online in audi still ask my sister go kpo who her couple is RAWRRRRRR~ must find a way to stop myself from doing that already..x.x at least now i can dont sms or call her AND I WONT STEP INTO AUDI LE LA T__T go play steps better...guess their codes will be better than audi but its malaysia server...x.x heng my laptop crash le CAUSE OF HER...handphone also smash le lo CAUSE OF HER..bruises on my back and head CAUSE OF HER!!! NOT WORTH IT!!! NOT WORTH IT AFTER WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!! NOT WORTH IT!!! CHAO JEDAI!! RAWR... ._. ANDREA CHAN~~ WEI HAN~~~ teach me how to go into steps leh...T__T i want play!! the stupid timetable not out yet >.> monday going start school le leh..dont know how its going to be like..dont know how my life going to be like when school starts...dont know......=.=

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AHAHAS...steps can play le wahahaha=x baka me=x friday dad say will bring me to fujitsu headquarters to see if they can repair my laptop =x

CONGRATULATIONS HUI LING (:
you also go nyp sia x.x but really feel relived for you^^ gambatte!

13 April, Monday

2009-04-13T13:12:00.004+08:00

oh yea~ finally have internet liao...SO LONG NEVER ONLINE LIAO=x school starting soon...dont know when the timetable coming out...my handphone gone~ (cause its in pieces=x) laptop also die le..(something happened to it =D you wont want to know =x) SO VEXED AND CONFUSED...

show me the cure..show me the way..show me my place..

because of you...so many things happened to me...its making me so confused so vexed...your indecisive is costing me so much...i know my answers...i know what i want le...hope its the right thing that im doing..i will try hard to stick to it..

27 March, Friday

2009-03-27T10:40:00.002+08:00

Aih...forget it man...1 month le...still cannot forget...worse still i got implicated fuck...seeing me reminds you of what she says?why the hell do i get implicated??!!! fuck fuck fuck...

26 March, Thursday

2009-03-26T16:27:00.002+08:00

I dont know why you dont want tell me what you thinking luh...throwing all these bombs to me is already bad enough THEN MY PARENTS BEHIND ME TIAM KAOPEI KAOBU..UNTIL NOW STILL CONTINUING...i dont know if you going to see all these even though i messaged you already...HOPE you will..Just sort out your thinkings and message me when you cool down...i just want know what happened to cause you to lose your mood..AND IT AFFECTED ME..joking about stuffs earlier though it was funny but hope you wont joke about that after today..hurts...if today i was like you earlier how will you feel?you sort out le message me...hopefully can get your reply...(:

24 March, Tuesday

2009-03-24T13:29:00.003+08:00

Lol..today went back to school for my supplementary paper...50% chance of passing ba LOL...only left 1 mark qn blank wahaha...=X rained after i came out from the room..makes people feel so sleepy=.= oh ya...changed the blog posts to 5 instead of 1 liao...=x

23 March, Monday

2009-03-23T13:56:00.003+08:00

I really see you as my girl
Cause i like you
But really wanna see the world
There's so many things i wanna do
And it's kinda a messes with my mind
Don't wanna decide but you said
I'm running out of time
I wish that we can take it slow
But since i have to choose right now, baby

Chorus:
Go on and go
I'll be alright
You want me to change
But this is my life
Go on and go
You'll be okay
It's hurting me now
Cause i want you to stay
But go on and go
Someday i' gonna settle down
And thought it was with you
But i really don't need this pressure now
Not with what i'm trying to do
Why can't you just enjoy the ride
Knowing you're the only one
Instead you're making me decide
Well, i'm sorry but i need more time

Chorus:Go on and go
I'll be alright
You want me to change
But this is my life
Go on and go
You'll be okay
It's hurting me now
Cause i want you to stay
But go on and go

If there's trust, it will show
If there's love, it will grow
If we rush, we'll never know
You have to let it flow
If there's trust, it will show
If there's love, it will grow
If we rush, we'll never know
You have to let it flow

Chorus:
Go on and go
I'll be alright
You want me to change
But this is my life
Go on and go
You'll be okay
It's hurting me now
Cause i want you to stay
But go on and go

20 March, Friday

2009-03-20T16:14:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow going in malaysia again =.=lll for 2 days sianzzz....tuesday got supplementary paper somemore...maybe after the paper really might go carrefour work with my sister ba...consider very long liao...after all im so free, need cash jiu work lo =X RAWR ._. so lack of privacy siol >.>

Do you have to do things until this way?Last time no matter what happens, at least you will still reply my smses or calls. Why this time like that? You chose this road, you made your choice clear. I dont want to be like last time like that asking you to stay. All my efforts are futile. You dont want to make an effort, i said facts about your actions and the things you did and you know im right, but you chose to run away from things instead of facing them. Saying all these now makes no difference to our relationship anyways. Some people may be saying to themselves now...see, told you le...dont listen. BUT IM NOT GOING TO CARE. AT LEAST I AM NOT REGRETTING DOING ALL THESE(: you wont be seeing all these that i wanted to tell you cause you dont seem to know about my blog, came once only and you didnt even get to see the whole thing. Lack of Patience. One day, you might turn around and realise how much you have lost. Letting it go once and again and again and again. Hope that day really does befall on you though.

18 March, Wednesday

2009-03-18T12:02:00.002+08:00

Just back from malaysia yesterday...lols...been thinking alot...and i know some things are just beyond our control but still cant help but feel sad and all =.= coming back to singapore just makes me feel more uneasy x.x cant help it~~~~ ._. Andrea~~~ Wei Han~~~~ when are we going to do the jigsaw puzzles? x.x my ezlink card just died on me~ x.x dont know if they going to top up for me today though...say so long want do le but until now havent x.x school holidays officially start when i finish my supplementary paper CSAD .____. sianzzzz~ RAWR...dont feel like spitting out everything i want to say out here...cause of some reasons luh...but...aih....never mind~ just end it here=x back to audi cause the page loading freaking slow zzzz

2 March, Monday

2009-03-02T12:46:00.002+08:00

First post for this month~ lols...lyrics~

王力宏- Everything

故事里的起承转合, 有一些忘记,做了多少错误的选择

原来波折在暗示着, 该走的方向, 指引你我来到这一刻

就算别人都说我们没什么出息, 不可能会这样轻易放弃

Cause you’re my everything, 就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界

想给你 everything, 不管用多少个明天, 永远从此刻开始算起

你的爱是我的everything

辽阔天际巧合相遇, 有多少机侓, 多少烟火坠落无痕迹

因为幸福没有捷径难免要绕道, 不被看好越是要做到

你就是everything, 就这个原因让我勇敢面对这个世界

想给你everything, 只要你说一声愿意, 所有的未来才有意义

你的爱是我的everything

Cause you’re my everything, 就这个原因，让我勇敢面对这个世界（让我勇敢面对这个世界）

想给你everything, 不管用多少个明天，永远从此刻开始算起

你就是everything, 就有这个原因

我会永远记得这种感觉（这种感觉）

想给你everything

只要你说一声愿意,所有的未来才有意义

你的爱是我的everything

2009-02-28T10:13:00.002+08:00

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?

-My cheeks?

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?

-Worried.Lols

3. Who was the last person u took photo with?

-Jie!

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled?

-Not Really=X

5. Would you ever donate blood?

-Nope(:

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?

-No.

7. Do u wan someone dead?

-Nope(other than myself)=x

8. What does ur last text message says?

-From Renee. LOL..cant tell im shy=x

9. What are u thinking right now?

-How to answer this quiz.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?

-Yes.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?

-About 11pm?

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?

-I forgot. LOL

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?

-Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?

-Renee.

10 people tagged to do this quiz.

1. Andrea

2.Wei Han

3.Yan Ning

4.Han Hui

5.Geok Lan

6.Choon Lan

7.Alan Didi

8.Felicia

9.Siong Min

10.Kai

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?

-HAHAHAHA NOT VERY SURE xD

16. Is 3 a male or female?

-Female

17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?

-HAHAHA dont think is possible LOLLOL

18. What is 1 studying abt?

-Smss.

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?

-Depends on who?

20. Is 4 single?

-Not sure.

21. Say something about number 2?

-Joker=x.

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?

-No way LOLLOL

23. Describe 9?

-NICE~~~~~

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?

-Dont think they will.lols~

25. Do you like 8?

-Of course luh...my gan girlfriend leh(:

18 February, Wednesday

2009-02-18T21:06:00.003+08:00

The most unforgettable day in my life..the past...so much memories and pain...it all ended today...(: i think it still inflicted some pain on her..but...i tried my best not to say too hurting words to her...): but anyways...its all over le..will try and get it over asap...xD Thanks jie and andrea and weihan xD and kuma and uncle =D (jie help me tell uncle when u see this ya?) tomorrow going to meet jie again to get my pressie~~~~ ITS JIGSAW PUZZLE dang cool right? xD then after that see how it goes...lol...friday got paper leh x.x tomorrow reach home must try and study x.x today went to meet jie for lunch cause she online at 1 then jio me out in the end i have to chiong there take mrt somemore...so broke liao leh..=x but jie treated lunch at mac xD kaka=x then that tamaki chan dang irritating la =XXX (opps he might see this =x) never mind stop here...=x later he kill me...lolssss....then after jie went back to work...went down to her house again...chat awhile jiu go le...come home...patch audi then play with her...the baby cow so cute!!!! Who want buy give me?=X and i bought new clothes and motions from the mall kaka...

16 February, Monday

2009-02-16T06:54:00.002+08:00

New start...without her...more people i hope(: Thanks andrea and weihan~ xD

03 February, Tuesday

2009-02-03T19:54:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO END EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! T_____T

23 January, Friday

2009-01-23T09:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday TAN CHOON LAN!

Jie~ bad news~ dont think i will be able to attend your wedding lo x.x Gomenasai...BUT i will still try to make it uh...if i cannot make it..forgive ya?(: (i know you will =x) Happy Chinese New Year to all in advance.(:

21 January, Wednesday

2009-01-21T10:22:00.002+08:00

More than a week since i last posted...Life is so damn sian...I want to end everything...please let me end successfully god..x.x no quarrels no nothing just let it end peacefully...chinese new year's coming~ nothing much to look forward to i guess...3 days! i cannot see *** T__T I want play water~ anyone interested? x.x

12 January, Monday

2009-01-12T08:19:00.002+08:00

Monday blues~~ OMG not enough sleep sia...my shades are coming~ woohoo~ =x this friday going to find jie~ though i said alot of times for the past few weeks but in the end all never meet dao leh =x cause she too busy liao lols~~~ CNY coming liao...sianzzz~~~ this year boring sia...monday and tuesday CNY never mind wor~ cannot go back malaysia never mind wor~ best thing is make up classes for these 2 days enough to sacrifice my thursday and friday zzzzzzzzz ._. aih aih aih....

7 January, Wednesday

2009-01-07T11:42:00.003+08:00

CSAD assignment finally over yesterday...friday's going to be busy picking up stocks that i bought from other blogshops like shades(maybe cause havent confirm time and place) and neckalace and i going to NYP with my sisters...also need go town in the afternoon to get the pictures from jie ._. and and and after that go PS find my sisters again then go back AMK to deliver some items to customer(: today nothing much to do...later going out(: not alone of course now just waiting for time to strike 1:30pm and time is passing so slowly...seh kor-ing soon RAWR...OOAD assignment damn hard lo

5 January, Monday

2009-01-05T08:43:00.002+08:00

Its Monday again~ feeling lazy siol...tomorrow got one assignment need hand in + presentation...can i skip?): today need chiong like siao liao cause its all codes x.x i see other people one so confusing x.x last friday never meet dao VJRL lo...dont know why they never decide leh x.x jiejie go phuket le probably coming back with a tattoo (that's what she said =x) wonder how it will look like...most probably linked with hyde de ba(: thursday then she come back...friday then meet her...she said she's going to treat me lunch(: Chinese New Year coming still no news of that la jiao zzzzzzzz dont know MIA until how le...school start le leh...maybe go spam her phone one day... >: message no reply de..msn online is not her...waliew...my new year clothes haven buy hao leh...x.x and the blogshop so many problem x.x

2 January, Friday

2009-01-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

today went to salon with jas cause she want color and highlight her hair...then rs came when jas was about to finish...hl wanted to come too but she helped her mother run errands then her father came back and wanted to bring them to her grandma house so she never come...then after jas finish we all went to hougang mall to wait for vivi...vivi came and bought eyeliner then jas bought hair straightener at watsons then we shop around lo...jas wanted to buy new year shoe but cannot find the one she like..then vivi bought black shoes for school...jas also bought a watch...saw t-shirt cans(: damn cool...u open the can then throw the shirt into the water then it will slowly expand wor~from korea one...was suppose to find jie and get the anime fest pictures but she called me and said she was busy and she forgot what she was suppose to pass me x.x then monday to thursday she will be in phuket x.x friday then can go and get from her...x.x VAMPS undergoing a big change x.x tomorrow probably meeting them again but hl also coming(: probably going to bugis cause they want buy new year clothes(:

30 December, Tuesday

2008-12-30T18:54:00.005+08:00

yesterday went to vivo alone after school lol=x sat at the top watching the sky xD so emo sia LOL =x cause i tio pangseh-ed everywhere luh...my sister went out with "someone" pangseh me then my girlfriend also almost pangseh me but heng she never luh cause she decided to come after that(: passed me my present together with my sister one...ani wu xim last minute buy one =D (*evil laugh*) wahaha =x but very cute lor the doggy later upload the picture...tomorrow going out again...then friday afternoon go find jie to get the pictures from her...so lazy larhx she =.= =x dont know if the CSAD group de people want meet what time on friday sia...x.x compilation of all the codes cause next tuesday need hand in and do presentation liao...x.x OOAD all that also need continue do...aih...thursday new year lo...time flying~ so many interesting happened...hope next year even better=D Happy New Year peeps(: oh ya...got new picture of xiao hei(:

Recently the skies full of cloud..wonder if clouds are troubles that block the skies or are they the ones that make up the skies hahas..so lame sia me=x

27 December, Saturday

2008-12-27T10:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday HL! (: School starts on monday sianz...time flying so fast...lots of things happening dont know what she is thinking siol...aih...si gf mai luan luan ma wo hor...is you MIA recently just back so never tell you de song ma =.=lll later going to harbourfront to meet hl,rs and hl bf jq(: i think only like that ba =x vivi and jas somehow cannot make it so ya...most probably going sentosa...meeting rs at hg mrt station at 1230 so i didnt leave the house at 10 cause rs need to help her dad buy medicine so she not going so early therefore i shouldnt be a lightbulb right? so i meet rs first then go down together haha =x thursday went to my sis's gathering...the house damn nice luh (: got presents =x though i dont know them de LOL =x La jiao like MIA also liao leh...blog never update never see her online =.= her msn just popped out and the words are damn emo...dont do stupid stuff si la jiao...

24 December, Wednesday

2008-12-24T09:49:00.002+08:00

D: Faith cap out of stock le!!!!! T__T left one colour haven sold out...yesterday went to jb again...but came back in the afternoon liao...tonight got gathering but not sure if its east coast or pasir ris lol..until tomorrow morning then afternoon will be going out again with my sister to her friend's gathering then friday or saturday (havent confirm) with be going out with VJRL(: cause its hl birthday...today is Jesslynn birthday but i wished her a day earlier =.=lll was thinking about too much stuff then got the wrong day =.= but anyway Happy Birthday Dar(: hmm...guess thats all...update again(:

19 December, Friday

2008-12-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

Back from malaysia yesterday~ lol this morning just chiong finish my TRIF assignment then went to school to hand in..finally done...next week until school starts again will be concentrate on CSAD and DBSY assignment =.= but at least got slack timetable le..^^V looking for weekend jobs~ anybody can intro?urgent narh~ tomorrow going to siong min's house de gathering next week dont know can go to sentosa with VJRL ma...FAM not celebrating christmas together le ba...jie got her own activities but they can still organise themselves ba=x but i wont be going LOL =X

12 December, Friday

2008-12-12T18:25:00.003+08:00

Finally term tests are over(: but dont think i will scrape through today's paper=x tomorrow finally leaving for malaysia lol...but need to bring my laptop in liao...need to TRIF assignment 1 de presentation and report if not come back to singapore, friday cannot present to him liao then i probably wont pass this elective=x i also need to do CSAD phase 2 of the assignment .__. like no holiday like that ><>: thats all ba...

SI GF: Faster contact people leh...you like disappear liao leh...):

11 December, Thursday

2008-12-11T12:20:00.002+08:00

Updates again(: just finished my DBSY paper and presentation...the paper was done in like 30 mins? dont know if i will be able to pass though=x the presentation was still ok ba...but the 2 teachers like "dao wo" zzz...tomorrow left one paper liao but dont know if i can enjoy my break smoothly): tomorrow paper's in the afternoon today can slack abit lol...not enough sleep lehs...i had to buy coffee to keep myself awake then the auntie damn funny...i asked for kopi takeaway she look at me with disbelief then ask "kopi ar?milk de har.." LOL lo....

La Jiao: Dont emo le...got time ask me out ar=x
GF: you still haven update your blog, never see you in msn, no sms...maybe i go home call you lol=x

11 December, Thurday

2008-12-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

woots~ waiting for time to hit 12am but publish time still 1 minute zhun zhun before 12am): hahas....yesterday test should be able to do well!! yea!~~~ but later de 9am paper confirm mati 到很惨hahas cause i see le jiu faint though i was a guai kia never skipped the lesson before NOT EVEN ONCE =x but not much confidence ): jiejie just now damn funny la...say she come in msn just to say hi to me and kuma LOL cause i messaged her before that to ask her faster go home pei me and kuma chat then chat awhile she jiu like that say...lol=x tomorrow presentation liao NERVOUS NERVOUS...you all must be wondering why i so late le still online right? cause i am trying to help out with the presentation slides ): but it was not successful ): heng the sri lankans were kind enough to encourage me lol =x now trying to get dbsy thing into my head if not later really mati le ): think i will go sleep earlier tomorrow study on the bus...but i see the lecture notes so thick and the past term test question i really zzz le x.x hope i can pass my holidays smoothly): today like so many "):" lol=x cannot help it la =x ok liao mai lowso end here ba...baibai~

Gf: you like disappear liao leh...why never see you online or what le?):

10 December, Wednesday

2008-12-10T12:06:00.003+08:00

OOAD paper later at 3:30pm to 5pm hope its not too difficult..=x yesterday passed jie back her magazine together with the snipouts then bought lunch upstairs to jie's clinic to eat ^^V alot of babies photo in the clinic...some were twins xD did not know there were so many clinics up there LOL =x then ate our lunch, chat awhile then jie wanted to smoke so we went to the staircase and chatted somemore luh..then after awhile left the clinic liao...went down to take bus home...took it at the wrong direction =.= went one BIG round to get home LOL...i left town at 3:30pm++ then missed ALOT of buses cause i wanted to take the one with loop i waited until 4:00pm++ then could not stand it took the one without loop and i thought i could reach the terminal BUT BUT BUT it didnt...it stopped at Shenton Way opposite MAS building RAWR...then i went to check what buses i could take from there home there were only 2 choices. Either a bus to Bukit Merah or Clementi..i decided to go Clementi cause i took a bus back from there before...so i went from Shenton Way to Clementi and back home ._. but not bad la..i wasted time xD =x reached home at 7+ lol...still pondering over what jie said to me at the staircase on the bus...lawls =x dont know how i am going to graduate from my TRIF siol still got one assignment haven't do and now is term test period RAWR!! tomorrow's paper in the morning friday's in the afternoon again...tomorrow still got TRIF assignment 2 part 2 presentation after my paper... .____. and i first time do assignment report with 32 pages including cover page and content page..lol=x but mostly screenshots of stuff =x anyways~ going off to school liao...update again(:

Gf: hope your all right(:
Jie: Dont think so much...(: (though i dont know if you are seeing this=x)
Myself: GAMBATTE NA~~ =x

9 December, Tuesday

2008-12-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

now in school...just handed in my report and supporting document for my LOA..and the bookshop is still IN OPERATION.. ._.lll what the hell la...RAWR...later going down town to pass jie back her magazine and snipouts...finally la =x but dont know what to do after that...gf and la jiao never reply my msg =.= tomorrow term test start liao x.x thursday after paper still got TRIF assignment 2 part 2 presentation .___. and i haven do my assignment 1 yet...stress ar!!!!!! RAWRRRRRR~...saturday or sunday going in malaysia..hope we wont be inside too long if not i will have to bring my laptop in liao .__. i dont want~~~~~~~~so heavy =x aih...really dont know what to do liao...hope those two baka will reply my messages quickly..i dont want go home so early ):

5 December, Friday

2008-12-05T12:35:00.001+08:00

YEA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I found my files~~~~ it came back...woohoo....now all i have to do is to complete my assignment 2 part 2 ASAP then scan jiejie de magazine then monday can return her..tuesday can hand in my report...wednesday,thursday,friday can do my tests and try and finish my assignment 1 and the presentation yeaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~

Jie lost 100bucks yesterday lols...walked away on its own...damn happy today xD so many good things happen...hope it lasts...(: tomorrow saturday le...chiong chiong chiong~~~next week faster pass...i want my holidays...D: do people lose all the memories of their friends whom they dont contact anymore? are those once so important people so easily forgotten?

5 December, Friday

2008-12-05T10:12:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me(: (lame sia =x) heh heh...yesterday went to lajiao house to slack after school...took about 2 hours to reach =x you all wont want to know how LMAO =x then i wanted her to help me crop my background picture again...guess what happen sia...my folders all *poof* disappear again __ the school computers sia RAWR ._. I HAVE TO BLOODY RE_DO ALL MY ASS-IGNMENT AGAIN...RAWRRRRRRR....dont worry narh la jiao not your computer fault(:...i saw the look on your face yesterday wanted to laugh sia...=x today dont think i will be going down to meet jie liao...cannot return her magazines on time =( HONTOUNI GOMEN JIE =( will return you ASAP ya?): (dont know if you know VAMPS blog got link here anot..lols=x)next week term tests+re-do of assignment+handing in of the assignments RAWR....STRESS SI AR....birthday so pathetic have to do my ASSIGNMENT RAWRRRRRR....

Lesson learnt: Bring your own laptops to school if possible...dont use school computers.

4 December, Thursday

2008-12-04T08:46:00.000+08:00

All i want is you back...but i'm not sure if i have that confidence anymore to be with you again...i'm not sure if i should ask u to come back to me...i'm not sure what i'm doing is right...if loving you is wrong...i wish i was never right...this is what i saw in most couple memo now...lols...and i totally agree with it...maybe the way i express myself to you is wrong...thats why u left me...maybe what i did was never good enough for you in ur eyes...thats why you left me...maybe i was not what you wanted...thats why you left me...maybe i'm not important to you..thats why you left me...maybe you found someone better...thats why you left me...maybe i was just not good enough for you..thats why u left me...maybe i'm not mature enough in your eyes..thats why u left me...maybe i was never given a choice at all...all i can do is accept the fact...maybe......................

3 December, Wednesday

2008-12-03T18:22:00.001+08:00

VJRL cannot make it...dont know what will Jie decide on..lol...tomorrow only got TRIF then can go home le...but i am not la...lols...friday must remember to return jie her magazines...and TRIF have to chiong chiong chiong cause monday must hand in the report cannot delay the group >< then thursday after my paper have to do presentation with them...

2 December, Tuesday

2008-12-03T08:18:00.000+08:00

hahas...i so hardworking sia...everyday update =x heh heh...thursday going to lajiao house to slack after school =D today got a long day..later at 9am to 11am got OOAD lab then 11am to 12am got CSAD lecture then got "2" hour break (its in "" because i gave extra 1 hour for myself =D its TRIF lecture i always skip one =x) then TRIF lab from 2pm-5pm x.x and next week is term test le x.x 3 days....dont know how the TRIF assignment 2 presentation is gonna work cause the week we are suppose to present i got test x.x aih...next saturday and sunday going in to malaysia..its confirm le...then 2 weeks break...dont feel like going for the camp on 24th zzz those people so siao one...lived their lifes in comfortable pace then want go camp in natural environment with tents and everything...machiam they can survive ._.ll friday dont know how i going to pass my day...dont want go library and just online until its time to meet jie...cause audi got nobody to pei me liao...and i dont know what to do when i meet jie also...AIH~ =.= wonder if VJRL will go ma...waiting for their reply(:

We cannot go back to the past..letting go is hard..holding on is too tough...losing something important is not what i can afford...i lost people who were so close to me before and i dont even know how i lost them in the past..now i lost you also..really regretted what became of us..i wished we had not changed our relationship in the first place..we would probably be good friends now(: but the situation now left me with no choice but to learn and let go..maybe i was never given any choice in the first place........

1 December, Monday

2008-12-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

Just came back home not long (: from choa chu kang =x now scanning the pictures for jie so i can return her on friday(: went to town in the afternoon to meet jie together with la jiao...got the magazine from jie liao (:went to mac for lunch then jie went back to work not long later..then we walk around taka then nothing else to do so went to choa chu kang...that baka la jiao say wan 'smuggle' me out...in the end we did la but the result is still the same ma...she even suggested smuggling me back to ang mo kio lols...but too crazy waste time le la...pei me go back ang mo kio then go back yew tee again =.= tsk tsk teach bad people =x went to the arcade in choa chu kang...that baka can only play 2 rounds of the basketball machine lol...and this afternoon she dont know how to walk out of the mrt station to far east even when she looked at the map =x and walked to wheelock place instead and she thought far east was beside wheelock when in fact it was lucky plaza =.=lll hmm....friday dont know how to pass leh...want watch movie also nothing nice =x still thinking ar...still got time =x i want go for a haircut...cut it short ba...heh heh...wonder how it will turn out...broke narh~~~~

PS: Thanks jie for the ice cream today(: dont know if you will see this anot lol..=x

29 November, Saturday

2008-11-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

And the story ends(:

REBORN in HELL

29 November, Saturday

2008-11-29T14:47:00.000+08:00

A reborn soul thats starting all over again(:
Later going to sitex again this time with my parents...the other time was with lajiao who accompanied me there to buy my hard disk cable because i thought it was causing the problem...but apparently it was not the problem=.= so now going to try the casing..cause its abit loose...might be the problem...if all else fails..have to find the warranty card and go for a 1 to 1 exchange which means my hard disk is a total goner T__T all my files~~assignments!!!! and VAMPS stuff T__T my pictures and music T__T now i am re-do-ing my TRIF assignment 2...haix...STRESS ar!!!!!!!!! term tests are coming, assignments are due...but my hard disk dying on me T__T monday going to town to find jie to get the magazine and photos she took in the anime festival and put in on the FAM blog...and i'm going with la jiao(:

27 November, Thursday

2008-11-27T12:07:00.000+08:00

just ended TRIF woohoo...report left abit only..but my hard drive die on me when my term tests, assignments, presentations, VAMPS stuff are all inside T__T i never back up on my laptop ar T__T later going to expo with la jiao to buy my cable...now nothing to do...waiting for her to leave the house then i can also leave the school..dont know if i should eat lunch anot though i am hungry >< but the canteen is so packed can...i dont want to squeeze inside...change of plans for monday =) going to town instead...cause she said i suggest de... =.=lll and saturday and sunday am not going into malaysia...probably next week or next next week...gomen na..my latest reports of my house situation is abit laggy =)

26 November, Wednesday

2008-11-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

okaysss....i am too bored now...so come here and blog...lets see...later got TRIF again...dont know what we are going to do...heng its only until this term...next term SLACK SLACK SLACK woohoo~(hopefully, *prays*) then my lesson ends today but dont think that TRIF is only 1-2 hours its 3HOURS!!!! and the air con always so cold de la...x.x then this morning when i woke up was reminding myself to bring my jacket bring my jacket bring my jacket but i still forgot to bring in the end...zzz...one more week before exams and HOLIDAYS~~~ birthday coming liao...GF MY PRESENT AR!! Dont forget..and be my teacher for pool~~~ wahaha...monday going to meet lajiao at seng kang then go vivo after that...dont know for what...but la jiao...when you see this post..plan ar...=x then this sat will be going in to malaysia then sunday come back..cause monday got school...then friday...see how liao lo...also not sure what's going to happen hahas...

23 November, Sunday

2008-11-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ just arrived home from the anime fest..the cosplay was nice..though some of the people who cosplayed the characters dont really look like one and some wore their spectacles instead of contacts ruined the overall look and some had bad shapes..=.= but the Cosplay mania was nice...stood watching with jie and vincent for like 3 teams then we went off to buy water at marina square then went to the outdoor bay for them to smoke...after that went for lunch then went back to the exhibition center then star from the fam arrived with his friend and a couple of jie's friend also came...then after that around 3+ to 4pm we went to marina square again cause they wanted to watch movie at first but there wasnt any nice movie then vincent suggested bowling but star said the game was too expensive...$4.30 per game lols...so they went to the arcade to play a few rounds while me,jie and vincent went back to the outdoor bay cause they wanted to smoke again...when we went back vincent also played at the arcade...then later went to play pool until 6+ before they headed to the food court for dinner...i finished my drink suddenly feeling cold...was shivering all the way to the train station..=x heh heh jie and vincent became my teacher cause they taught me how to play LOL~ but i just cannot adjust to the fingering they taught me la so i used my own method in the end...can aim but cannot really hit the balls in long distance =x noob right?hahaha...but in the middle of the game my school group mates suddenly message me asking me to get some old report from friends for the assignment thats to be handed in tomorrow =3 sudden cold blanket zzz...jie they all actually wanted to watch the concert but jie said she was tired and vincent also not interested so jie, vincent and me went back home while star and his friend went back to watch the concert..=D so thats all for today(:

PS: Andrea and Wei Han...hope you all had fun and enjoyed the fest ya?(:

19 November, Wednesday

2008-11-19T08:31:00.000+08:00

*pengz* i auto update my blog first before someone start tagging and complain seh kor...going to faint soon liao all the assignments due again~ today gt presentation for TRIF..yesterday handed in assignment for CSAD report only...still got the codes havent compile...next week OOAD also need hand in liao is whole thing ar...domain model, use case diagram and use case description..zzz..sian ar...then not long later term test then finally 2 weeks break...hahas only thing to anticipate this week is the ANIME FEST~~~ this saturday finally arrived~~~ haha...tomorrow better go home early kun ga gao gao...last few days plus together not even 8 hours de sleep ar...x.x every day before 7am jiu leave the house 6-8pm then reach home ar...x.x

07 November, Friday

2008-11-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

Like very long never blog liaos =x anyways....school work is kinda of messy...trif is one assignment after another...and presentations one after another...zzz...group mates were sri lankans O_O""" but quite nice luh...but not for the other subjects =.=lll could not make up their minds which part they wanted to do...i am so dead meat next week...the group member still dont want tell me which part he wants to....i have to write my use case diagram and everything by tuesday...hope he gives me an answer ASAP...RAWR....so much for primary school friends...aih...looking forward to the anime festival with jie in like 15 days and counting~ wahaha...hope its fun...but the FAM members dont seem to be enthusiatic about this event =.=ll so far no one has informed me whether they are going or not...worse still...they dont seem to be visiting the FAM blog either...pathetic...aih...and jie's not online frequently too...and bear's not coming to singapore T_T

29 October, Wednesday

2008-10-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

the course coordinator just called and told me i will be taking my electives first so there is a BIG change to my timetable no more slack slack =( haiz~~~!!! baibai to no school on fridays and early knock offs on monday, wednesday and thursday...new subjects: IT Project management and Tourism...what the hell...anyways...here's something funny for you all to enjoy =)

Singapore.. Jing Kang Kor.....!
In Singapore , the majority of us live in
Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),
And most people have already got used to
Paying and Paying (PAP).
Not only do you have to pay, you
Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
If that's not enough, somebody still
Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD)
and get more from you.
So what more can you do when you are in the
Money Only Environment (MOE)?
With the current Mad Accounting System(MAS) ,
you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA);
Which will leave some people
Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB);
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a
Money Operating Hospital (MOH) ,
You might be able to use your
Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund.
If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who
Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you ;
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay
Cash On Expressway (COE).
If that doesn't help, they can always
Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the road.
If you don't own a car, you can always make a
Mad Rush to the Train (MRT) ,
or get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become
So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA) !!!

23 October, Thursday

2008-10-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

Now having DBSY =.=lll will be going to the anime festival with the FAM...this semester got a slacky timetable wahaha...no schools on friday =D the rest of my friends have their timetables packed like sardines lols...everyday from 9-6 with a standard one hour break daily..and studying two subjects in a term seeing the teacher 16 hours each week..one of them put in the msn message we can know the teacher inside out LOL! cause its option block teaching for this semester